Out of touch
Wednesday, April 30th, 2008
So I had mentioned that earlier this week was busy. Well the truth is I had to go into work on an overnight shift and it kicked my ass. I used to work overnights for years with no trouble. Now one overnight and I am out of it for a few days. I am old. Like today, after work I was home for two hours and then BAM I was asleep.
So now I am up after my four hour “nap” and I am over thinking my life. Like how in the heck am I going to lose the weight I want to lose? Why do I have such a need to be liked by everyone, paired with a personality that doesn’t make that an easy task? Why do I feel like my friends are so much more intelligent than me? Why do I always seem to get stupid when I talk to my folks, or worse yet be so unfocused as to appear to be on drugs? I wonder what sort of child my folks really wanted and if I am even close? This is why people have pets, unconditional love without second guessing. I love my cats and I miss my dog.
